I miss you so much tonight
Some times I feel if I’d disappear
no one would notice. living life as a loner.
After two and a half years you ended everything based on something I never meant to say because I was frustrated. I know I fucked up and I know I didn’t listen to or support you the way I needed to the last few months we were together. Maybe I never really understood your depression and anxiety and I never really asked about it which I really should have.
If you’re reading this, I hope someday you can forgive me for everything I did to hurt you because I never meant any of it. I really hope someday we can talk about everything and start over.
My life is just one wrong decision after another